lovers to friends,

friends, one day, i hope. 

my first everything, 

my last first. 

I will still think of you 

I will still smile at things that remind me of you. or possibly of us. especially your smile.

I thought you were the answer to why nothing in the past had ever worked out. 

I think now that its the end, i can see you were my answer.

thank you for seeing me that first night i sat in the dark 

thank you for taking care of me the way that you did

please remember i was always, there for you. sometimes you didn't see it, but i was.

I promise, whether you too promise or not;

I will always love you.

because you were, are and always will be, my first.