until the sky went red

2012-01-26T21:35:00.003-08:00

into the ocean

2012-01-24T01:06:00.000-08:00

"I sleep amongst peaks of glossy white meringue and dream dreams that ooze around my mind like warm syrup as i drift deeply into the night"

2012-01-01T01:18:00.000-08:00

2012-01-01T00:47:00.000-08:00

sun drenched skin

pink cheeks

sleepy bones

colourful eyes

blonde bleached hair

freckled shoulders

warm love

summer I've missed you

2011-12-23T18:56:00.000-08:00

a spirit in my feet said go, and i went

so; wherever you go, there you are
&
everything will be okay.

2011-12-13T14:42:00.001-08:00

your heart is warm, warmer than a fires storm

2011-12-11T10:37:00.001-08:00

the sun is hanging low in the sky.
in a city full of forty million people.

2011-11-27T13:26:00.000-08:00

One eye turns to the forward track,
The other eye looks sadly back. I'm getting wall-eyed from the strain,
(It's tough to have an idle brain)
But One says "Stay" and One says "Go"
And One says "Yes," and One says "No,"
And One Self wants a home and wife
And One Self craves the drifter's life.

cusco you have been my home for three months
you´ve brought me the purest form of happiness;
that´s all ive ever wanted.

2011-11-21T07:08:00.000-08:00

Don't run, don't get carried away by the hurricane for only love must march ahead. It is this dreamed goal that our souls must reach together, if you want, lover, to bask in all joy and fortune our souls reunited as one at last

2011-11-03T15:43:00.000-07:00

CHASING THE SUN
darling youre with me, youre always around me
only love, only love

2011-10-28T07:13:00.000-07:00

esto es felicidad;

ser disuelto en algo

completo y grandioso.

cuando viene para alguien

ilegaton naturalmente como dormir

2011-10-14T16:03:00.000-07:00

with sleepy eyes and the bombay bicycle club in my ears i stared out the bus window and thought of you. the balmy air and tiresome sunlight trickled onto my face and warmed my skin. the mountains sat on top of each other and reminded me of bali or cambodia; or how i imagine these places to be.
I imagined you to be sitting next to me, both of us reminiscing of days gone by and dreaming of days to come. my body was worn out and felt as if every part of me was yawning as the bus drove up the narrow and winding road and my leaving blues set in.
I associate all of these moments with you mim, if only you were here to see what i am seeing. i look into the sky and think of you and hope that you´re thinking of me too. we´ll share things together again soon. for now, please take care and know that i love you.

2011-09-27T12:00:00.001-07:00

this is the person i want to go back to being, when simple things like a pink haze speckled with yellow sunlight over the ocean made me smile

2011-09-22T19:03:00.000-07:00

you are the fading light of a day getting old, the wamrth of the humming sun, the sound of the sea that comforts us both, the impossible colours of the milky way, the whisper of flowing mountains, all the love in the world.
where you are, the world is quiet, where i am, even my thoughts cannot be heard. there are only days between us but my mind is always one step ahead of yours, i am thinking of you always. i would not be the person i am today without you - you are unspeakably beautiful
happy birthday, gorgeous.

2011-09-13T08:19:00.001-07:00

"I want to be on the road again, traveling inland, rolling through great clouds of red dust and sleeping beneath the stars, waking with the sun, swallowing up all the culture of this dry old country every day. I'm going on the road again, and I want you with me."

2011-09-08T18:22:00.000-07:00

do not dwell in the past, do not dream of the future, concerntrate the mind on the present moment. although these are the words of Buddha, it is the fact that you thought of me when writing these words that gets me through. I am missing you always, you are my best friend. i will be home soon

2011-08-21T00:18:00.001-07:00

GET LOST IN THE LIFE OF A TRAVELLER

2011-06-28T00:43:00.003-07:00

2011-06-28T00:43:00.001-07:00

2011-06-18T01:14:00.000-07:00

i just want to take a rest from my thoughts and a break from this world so i can feel miles away from the places that we used to be

2011-06-12T20:03:00.001-07:00

Run, run river

Carry me to my home in the ocean

Carry me away

I know I have a home

Somewhere far

And I'll move like the stars that make you feel like you got friends

Stars will make you feel like you got friends

Follow the empty valley

Past the hill

To the marshes of the estuary

Come in peaceful river

In the light of the moon with the river

I do run in the hope that one day I will die

Beneath the ocean

And at this river we'll forever run

2011-06-10T20:32:00.001-07:00

10 months from the day we became lovers

2011-06-08T23:20:00.001-07:00

the first time i saw your face i thought the sun rose in your eyes

2011-06-08T07:26:00.000-07:00

i just want to let you know that you touched my life

and whether i like it or not, i think a part of me will never give up this fight

because theres nothing like you and i...

THERE'S NOTHING LIKE YOU AND I
you will always be my first and most wonderful love

(i know this is not yet the end)

2011-06-02T19:22:00.001-07:00

when i am with you i feel the warm humming sun inside of me

i love you

2011-05-24T00:37:00.000-07:00

with you i have learnt the most about myself and consequently the world, and with you i am the calmest, clearest, happiest, warmest, realest. i see myself in you and i feel your warmth in me; you are still my world.

2011-05-21T21:32:00.001-07:00

a head full of blue a head full of blue a head full of blue a head full of blue a head full of blue a head full of blue a head full of blue a head full of blue a head full of blue a head full of blue a head full of blue a head full of blue a head full of blue a head full of blue a head full of blue a head full of blue a head full of blue a head full of blue a head full of blue a head full of blue a head full of blue a head full of blue a head full of blue a head full of blue a head full of blue a head full of blue a head full of blue a head full of blue a head full of blue a head full of blue a head full of blue a head full of blue a head full of blue a head full of blue a head full of blue a head full of blue a head full of blue a head full of blue a head full of blue a head full of blue a head full of blue a head full of blue a head full of blue a head full of blue a head full of blue............ all i want is you

2011-05-15T03:59:00.000-07:00

i miss everything about you

all i want is us

2011-05-11T17:01:00.000-07:00

2011-05-11T16:42:00.000-07:00

confess my thoughts to the fall in the rain

2011-05-01T21:45:00.000-07:00

i love you more than anyone

2011-04-14T22:29:00.001-07:00

Lately I have been craving rural surroundings. The smell of woody smoke, the sight of bare hills and long feather tipped fields; filled with the light of a thousand candles. The feeling of crisp air is searching for my skin and cheeks. The city has begun to make me itch; i feel trapped more than ever before. the road is calling, so i've got to go.

2011-04-10T18:03:00.000-07:00

WHERE I'D RATHER BE

2011-04-09T20:48:00.001-07:00

MAMA, YOU'VE BEEN ON MY MIND

2011-03-25T16:37:00.000-07:00

your smile makes me feel like I'm bathing in the warm, humming light of a sunrise

l o v e c o n v e r s a t i o n

2011-03-19T00:22:00.001-07:00

you belong to me

2011-03-05T22:57:00.000-08:00

I FEEL SO FUCKING FRUSTRATED

with everything.

2011-03-05T02:04:00.000-08:00

When I am slumped in my chair and i am not sure of who i am and of who i am supposed to be, it is you that quiets the world outside of me. you help me to see clearness, realness; happiness. Although often we nibble at one another's differences, i feel more the same with you than with any other person. you hold my hand as we walk the streets, my eyes closed to all light. cars thunder on beside us, the sun's humming heat persists against my skin and the wind still moans and yawns in my ears.

from here, closed eyed and with my fingers in your fingers, i can finally see.

2011-02-21T00:00:00.000-08:00

you are asleep beside me, and despite the deep rumbles and grating gears of passing vehicles outside our window, I feel so content, listening to your breathing, and the wind trickling through the tall tree outside our window that is rooted deep into the earth, much like my love for you. Now it is silent of all cars and trucks and roadnoise, and now it is nicer than it was before. with you I have learnt the most about myself, and consequently the world, and with you I am calmest, clearest, happiest, realest, warmest, and all other superlatives that could be used to describe just how right things are with you. I have said it a few times but I'm not sure I've ever truly been able to express just how much I appreciate you, your presence in my life, all of the things I have learnt from you both directly and indirectly. the world will change and change often, sometimes dramatically, but I know our love will always remain. we are the strongest of the strong; you are beside me and i am beside you.
h

2011-02-20T22:20:00.000-08:00

There are two types of people in the world; the asleep and the awake or the aware or unaware and it would just be nice if everyone could wake up together at the same time, but it doesn’t happen like that.

2011-01-27T17:55:00.000-08:00

"My happily ever after. My crunchy peanut butter soul mate.

I think of you everyday, but it’s never a conscious act. More of a reflex in a continuous stream of thoughts: the cover of the album that’s playing, this tea is getting cold, maybe I’ll go out tomorrow, the way you looked the first time I saw you with your glasses on, I need to buy floss, the humidifier needs refilling…

It’s never something I can help. There are reminders of you in the colours of every sunrise, in the choruses of my songs, in the back of my mind when I’m left to my own devices. You became a habit I never wanted to break.

I forgot to give you this one too. It was supposed to be us. We were supposed to own the sky, to be it’s children, dancing under clouds you’d later paint. Sharing head phones on a bus, me in blue cardigan, you with fabulous hair. Walking to the grocery store on summer nights; you’d cook, I’d do the dishes. Catching up on each others days before drifting off to sleep. All the everyday stuff that would never feel ordinary again as long as your hand was in mine.

It wasn’t supposed to happen like this; you were supposed to be the rest of my life" - EQUIVOCALITY

2011-01-11T22:55:00.000-08:00

the sun sunk into the hills like melting butter, they kept the bus running with duct tape and prayers and wrote soulful text beneath the stars that walked backwards into oblivion

2011-01-04T17:09:00.000-08:00

Trust your heart if the seas catch fire, live by love though the stars walk backward

2010-12-18T22:13:00.001-08:00

IN A NUTSHELL, I LOVE YOU

2010-12-03T01:03:00.000-08:00

May the road rise up to meet you.

May the wind always be at your back.

May the sun shine warm upon your face,

and rains fall soft upon your fields.

And until we meet again,

May God hold you in the palm of His hand.

r.i.p. clif

2010-11-27T17:20:00.000-08:00

One step at a time, I want to lie down and stretch my limbs out and open my ribs, my secret key to my not-so-secret heart, and let the sun inside. Everything is beautiful and everything hurts. I want to dance away this sorrow and this pain; I want to rid myself of this awful apathy and sing too…

2010-11-27T15:46:00.000-08:00

i am missing you

2010-11-25T17:57:00.000-08:00

city & colour - against the grain

2010-11-23T14:52:00.000-08:00

and I hurt.

2010-11-01T00:35:00.000-07:00

2010-10-24T19:48:00.000-07:00

all the wax was melting in the trees. it was the afternoon of extravagant delight

2010-10-24T19:41:00.000-07:00

only love is all maroon

Lapping lakes like leary loons
Leaving rope burns
Reddish ruse

Only love is all maroon
Gluey feathers on a flume
Sky is womb and she's the moon

only our love is all maroon

2010-10-19T15:44:00.001-07:00

the cinematic orchestra . music box

2010-10-19T01:35:00.002-07:00

2010-10-13T18:40:00.000-07:00

I could be bounded in a nutshell and count myself the king of infinite space, were it not that I have bad dreams...

2010-10-12T01:38:00.000-07:00

2010-10-11T18:45:00.000-07:00

What if I were smiling and running into your arms? Would you see then what I see now?

There is a pleasure in the pathless woods

There is a rapture on the lonely shore

There is society, where none intrudes

By the deep sea, and music in its roar

I love not man the less, but Nature more

2010-10-11T18:16:00.000-07:00

2010-09-30T22:28:00.000-07:00

i want to bottle up these moments of happiness before they drift away

let them dribble and trickle open on a sunny day

at night they sway and wander in the corners of my mind

these moments of happiness, only yours and mine.

2010-09-29T06:16:00.000-07:00

Don't you know that I'll be around to guide you

Through your weakest moments to leave them behind you

Returning nightmares only shadows

We'll cast some light and you'll be alright for now

Crosses all over, heavy on your shoulders

The sirens inside you waiting to step forward

Disturbing silence darkens your sight

We'll cast some light and you'll be alright for now

Crosses all over the boulevard

The streets outside your window overflooded

People staring they know you've been broken

Repeatedly reminded by the looks on their faces

Ignore them tonight and you'll be alright

We'll cast some light and you'll be alright

2010-09-16T03:13:00.000-07:00

2010-08-14T18:44:00.000-07:00

i was just happy, my manic and i.

2010-08-03T18:09:00.000-07:00

پارسی گو گرچه تازی خوشتر است — عشق را خود صد زبان دیگر است

love will find its way through languages on its own

2010-07-30T02:25:00.000-07:00

2010-07-15T16:41:00.003-07:00

"if you don't know, now you know nigga"

2010-07-04T23:15:00.001-07:00

Battered and torn

still I can see the light

tattered and worn

but I must kneel to fight

Friend of mine

what can't you spare

I know some times

it gets cold in there

When my legs no longer carry

and the warm wind chills my bones

I reach for Mother Mary

and I shall not walk alone

rest in peace.

2010-07-03T17:34:00.000-07:00

ryan heywood

2010-07-03T16:39:00.000-07:00

2010-06-25T04:17:00.000-07:00

Brothers, my peace is in my aloneness.
My Beloved is alone with me there, always.
I have found nothing in all the worlds
That could match His love,
This love that harrows the sands of my desert.
If I come to die of desire
And my Beloved is still not satisfied,
I would live in eternal despair.

To abandon all that He has fashioned
And hold in the palm of my hand
Certain proof that He loves me---
That is the name and the goal of my search.

Rabi'a Al-'Adawiyya

2010-06-20T21:33:00.001-07:00

sometimes i wish that i could drift away into the neon night,

until all of my problems and worries disappear,

i want to lie in moon craters while the sun shines on the rest of the world,

until the black velvet melts into the milky way

2010-06-20T19:05:00.001-07:00

2010-06-20T00:05:00.000-07:00

In the evening I've got to roam
Can't sleep in the city of neon and chrome
Feels too damn much like home
When the Spanish babies cry
So let's find a bar
So dark we forget who we are
And all the scars from the
Nevers and maybes die

2010-06-15T04:58:00.001-07:00

2010-06-07T02:01:00.000-07:00

caught between two cultures; india and peru, wishing i could be happy and experience both of you

2010-06-02T03:45:00.001-07:00

There is no need for temples, no need for complicated philosophies. My brain and my heart are my temples; my philosophy is kindness. - dalai lama

2010-06-02T03:43:00.000-07:00

2010-06-02T03:12:00.000-07:00

"Well I have…I got one memory that has always been with me and its... My dad would always get up to surf like 4.30 or 5, sometimes I’d hear him and I’d go out into the living room and get his board out, out of the closet…like right in the dining room where he kept his board. And one day I remember the waves were really good and it was really cool just getting up and going down there, the wind was offshore. I just remember sitting there and watching my dad surf.

From that point on I always kinda like felt I was a surfer you know...I always knew that I, definitely would be surfing forever." – The September sessions

2010-06-02T03:08:00.000-07:00

البحث عن السعادة

2010-05-29T02:59:00.001-07:00

2010-05-27T23:08:00.001-07:00

2010-05-27T19:39:00.000-07:00

monster children - surf/love movie 'sprout'

2010-05-27T17:29:00.000-07:00

2010-05-22T02:14:00.000-07:00

sunset.grey.rain.windscreen wipers.warmth.jazz.cafe.coffee.mimi.shalom :)

2010-05-20T02:55:00.000-07:00

2010-05-19T00:29:00.000-07:00

one night of magic rush, the start a simple touch, one night to push and scream, and then relief

2010-05-14T20:52:00.001-07:00

2010-05-14T20:48:00.001-07:00

تركت لك وصمة عار على حب قلبي

you left a love stain on my heart

2010-05-14T20:32:00.000-07:00

buddha's tears

smell so sweet

buddha's tears

softly weep

buddha's tears

into the deep

buddha's tears

bring me peace

2010-05-07T20:39:00.000-07:00

sometimes i feel invisible. like my heart is beating just for me.

2010-05-03T20:55:00.000-07:00

if you close your eyes you see darkness. but if you keep them closed long enough... you'll see light.

2010-05-03T17:46:00.001-07:00

2010-05-02T23:51:00.000-07:00

the sun it burns so i'll jump right in. i felt the cold sea kiss my skin

2010-04-23T15:25:00.000-07:00

2010-03-31T20:49:00.000-07:00

into the wild

2010-03-27T17:41:00.000-07:00

2010-03-23T15:57:00.000-07:00

you've seen the days when the road is dust
when the fire burns right to the brim
the bike you rode to school now it rests
the sun it burns so i'll jump right in
i felt the cold sea kiss my skin
i turned around and you were gone
and I'm thinking of you,
can't stop thinking of you

2010-03-23T15:33:00.000-07:00

2010-03-22T01:29:00.001-07:00

2010-03-22T01:23:00.001-07:00

2010-02-15T02:58:00.000-08:00

a head full of blue.alone.nobody to talk to.alone.trapped.alone.
lonely.alone.empty.alone.forgotten.alone.nobody understands me.alone.again.